Help this Mama get back right finally!
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Hey y’all…
$hayadora - cashapp
paypal.me/THEshayadora
I’m a divorced mama of 5 (plus 2 I’ve claimed as my own since birth). My oldest are about to turn driving age.
I do not want to have to cross my LINE & resort to selling my body online or offline for the simple fact that I have daughters & sons. I’m not bringing the level of shame on my children to be riduculed for it by people at school. I’m not naive enough to think I’d be able to keep that secret at all. Damn sure don’t want them to follow in those footsteps of mine…
But I am so ashamed to admit my first born has been permit age for months but I can’t even afford the fee for the test & his permit. Even if I did have the $50 for that, my car needed a doctor forever ago. - something with the stabilitrack/runs at half power+more…. That shame gets me considering crossing that line though
It should go without saying : I’m not comfortable with my child trying to learn how to drive in a vehicle throwing up warning messages like ::
-Service stabilitrak, check tire pressure sensors, engine power reduced … AutoZone checked my codes & suspect fuel pump issue. Basically told me to expect to pay at least $3,000. FML
I’m constantly applying for jobs. It’s incredibly difficult being the only person doing everything that’s needed & also be dependable enough to keep a job.
I do have a potential waitress job I’m going to see about this weekend though! Fingers crossed!!!
I spiraled to rock bottom after I lost both my parents suddenly then BAM the entire country shut down. I really lost my mind and myself, and for a year I fought like hell to not lose my kids for good too.
I have been struggling to better myself every day, my children deserve the best Mama I know I can be. But, unfortunately, I have no family left living to lean on or ask for support of any kind. I don’t have friends either just because my focus & energy is on my kids & our life.
I went back to school online and got an associate’s degree but what I’m passionate and actually pretty decent when it comes to coins & currency. Numismatics field. I want to be a Coin Grader, but none of the grading companies are anywhere close to me to intern at.
The American Numismatic Association does offer online courses to obtain a Numismatic Scholar certificate. I have yet to find any “Numismatic” field of study offered at any college or university (I qualify for school grants)- If the “sections” are what the courses are, there are 11 courses to complete. Each course is $50, plus (( BIG FINGERS CROSSED FOR>)) membership fee to ANA. I really want a Lifetime Membership ($1,100) but obviously I’m eternally grateful if I can get the bare min $35 yearly fee.
Total price for program I believe is around $610 for the cheapest membership fee or $1,710 for the Lifetime membership option :)
https://www.money.org/diploma-program/
Or Google keywords ^^ to get to the money dot org website for all that information.
Ideally, I want to eventually open my own coin shop and get a coin show started closer to my area!
ALSO: 3 of my children just found out if they don’t get braces soon, their wisdom teeth will not be able to come through.
Just ONE set of braces for ONE of them is right under $6,000. (So ROUGHLY $15,000 for braces so their wisdom teeth aren’t forced to grow into their jaw (they won’t be able to break through at all)
And, again, I can’t even get up enough money to do one at a time on a payment plan. I wouldn’t be approved for the first payment plan either.
Oh my geez, then there are my property taxes over due. So even though I own my parents house outright, one late/missed property tax payment & they auction my property to the highest bidder.
That’s freaking $600 more.
I haven’t been able to buy them any clothes/shoes since school started in August. I can’t even ask for any more.
I can’t believe how much money I even have listed!
I’m in the struggle boat like SO many others & if it wasn’t for the fact my kids deserve the best of the best I would never be able to beg for help.
I have always strived to be independent. Mama always told me never be dependent on anyone especially a man!
We aren’t meant to live all alone. We all need help in one way or another. If you have money to spare, any donation would be a miracle for my family. Y’all have no idea how much.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
God bless y’all.
$hayadora - cashapp
paypal.me/THEshayadora |
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