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| How does one ask for help? I have been pondering over this very subject for a few weeks now. Longer than a few weeks actually lol. A little bit about me, I have always been a very independent and self-reliant woman. I was raised poverty poor with very young uneducated parents. Looking back, I consider my upbringing a gift. I knew from the youngest of age that I would have to become a great listener, a hands-on little helper, plumbing, electrical , Fixer-upper projects. No job is too big. I am what people consider a jack of all trades I had reached that title by eight years of age I felt loud. I became the surrogate mother of my three younger siblings. It was my full-time responsibility at the tender age of five. "No problem"I was smart and inquisitive. My biggest driving motivation, in truth, I had no one! Not a soul to help me! It didn't buy me much time for fear or worry. I trained my little mind to stay clear of those emotions. I longed for love and I guess I still do. I'm all grown up now and asking a total stranger a compassionate human being to feel me. My husband the one you wait for all your life, found me. I had one and a half years of marital bliss. His life was taken from him and from me in a tragic automobile accident. He died on impact. He was much younger than I but more mature in many ways. The older I get the more childlike I become, in a good way of course. This is where you come into the picture of my life. 10 years have passed since the loss of my best friend, my husband. He provided for me even after his death. He made sure I would always have a home a place to call my own. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful. I'm not one who is satisfied with the Mandane life of sitting at home day after day all by myself. With the cost of living is ridiculous at it as it has become has rendered me broke but not broken. I want to have my second childhood I didn't get the first one. If it's the last thing I do on this earth I will create my childlike freedom. Really, I'm trying to keep this to a minimum it's kind of hard for me as I am a very expressive person lol. I want to convert my three car garage into an Airbnb. The cost of adding a bathroom and kitchen etc. will cost in total excluding furnishings $12,000 I'm guesstimating with furnishings $15,000 give or take. I'm surviving on $22,000 a year. My property taxes have doubled. I need your help this would help me increase my income by $42,000 a year. Please help me to help myself. I am incredibly smart and resourceful and I would just like to put this out there, do rich people really pay others to spend and invest their money if so I would be graded that something to consider. Thanks so much for taking time out of your precious day to read my letter another thank you for your sincere consideration and helping me with the foot up. All my love and appreciation Denise PS perhaps a new friend. |
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