I am very unattractive, it‘s made me severely depressed
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I was always the friend walking last on the sidewalk, the one who got ignored when she opened her mouth to say something. Nobody was interested in me romantically or platonically. I‘ve always struggled to make friends and spent all of my childhood invisible and alone. The impact this has on someone‘s mental and physical health is huge. I was devastated.
I got bullied for my appearance more than you could ever imagine. This year I switched my entire mindset and decided to stop texting first and stop attending any type of school or university, along with any other event where there’s people my age. I have zero friends since then. I‘ve always had a hopeful, good mindset though. I know I can be beautiful and respected too.
I am very educated on the whole topic of cosmetic surgery and I know exactly what I‘m doing. I‘m also doing the mindset and personality work.
The only thing missing is the money to afford surgery. Yes, I already have a Job but my family does not support me. If I continue at this pace, that would be years of complete social isolation and crying at every mirror until I spend all I have on one procedure and pray that it goes well.
I know I deserve to be loved and seen too. I am a very loving, extroverted, sweet person with a big heart and this whole being unattractive thing has hurt my feelings so much. I don’t ever want to become bitter, try to tear beautiful girls and women down and lose my sweetness. But if i have nothing myself, it’s hard not to.
Please help me. I‘d appreciate a nice conversation and some advice too :) |
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